Monday, 26 February 2018

She

$he landed into new world called whatsdown planet  on my birthday from extra- tresstrial orbit,
it's  in North direction I think so ... .she was like a god sent friend from Dhruva nakshatra.. , She never talked ,never saw. but, I  chatted and chatted with her with help of display and keypad .
Finally , i told the truth and dilemmas I was facing , which were  quarrelling in my mind , she simply solved my dilemmas like breaking a stick and   pulldown me down from ತ್ರಿಶಂಕು state to real world .
she  stood like a backbone of feelings, 
She guided like a teacher , 
she  brought me to ವಾಸ್ತವ................

she listened to a my mind,cared...so on

 "Dreams told me,that she is a devotee of Rama ,
She realised me that feeling are just age's drama".

But , one day she disappeared , but.. she listened.. , I chatted and chatted .. no reply ... A shock!!! struck to my mind... Still my mind strucks if I remember her and becomes dumb , for what reason don't know ????.
Time passed , days passed ...
 Mind started to become dual again, but past experience  made me to overcome all .., 
My mind started to search and search ...no where found .
Finally ,my mind  made a conclusion, but it was not a conclusion , still duality comes but ...as it is bound nature.. even the ultimate light energy has duality , what am I....??
 Finally ...not finally..I think she left to her E -T orbit back ,..

For time being I made dualities as my friend s
 My one of duality says that..
 "she is Happy there.. you need to go to ua work. , 
And another  duality....says 
," why did u sealed my mouth "????, , ( I zipped it mouth)
I answered it , I have lost because of you ...!!!!.
 I am still fighting with that dumb duality...
But .
"I am still sending , gud morning signal to her  , though I know it can't reach it has been blocked "... But it's not a matter, it hurted but ,I am happy with my smiling mask .
By nature's energy
😒

As a symbol of my responsibilities and thank fullness to her ... and regretting for my immature behaviour..
Still hoping to talk to her ,one day I will..., The known unknown.
She now may be busy in her  work and burden...
If u find her pls ask her " why did she stood with me when I told truth and suddenly disappeared telling nothing when I was alright"
I know "I am no-one for her , but still ...  nameless bondage "
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New s.k.a , moving to new planet Bhumi from whatsdown planet..

, A small.... useless , error full , imaginative story written , not to hurt anyone.many thought s are hiding ,but it's better to hide than sharing.
Thank you for reading.., and wasting ua time ..

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